Seems pretty cool, really. The reason I’ve made this blog is because all my past ones haven’t been enough, and I don’t think I’ve got the guts to vlog and show my face to the entire world, on a regular basis. I’m also not that good at talking, but when I’m typing it just flows.
At the moment, there’s a photoshoot going on downstairs in my house, so I’m not allowed to interfere. Basically, I’m stuck in my room, where I have been for the past 5 hours. As you can probably guess, I’m very bored. So that’s why I’ve made a blog. Prepare for me to babble on for paragraphs and paragraphs about everything from what I’ve been up to so far in Summer to more deep, philosophical things like where I want to get to in life. Whatever I say, I’m pretty much certain you’ll be bored to your wits end.
First of all, I’ve recently noticed that I’m not that happy in general. So far in Summer, I’ve probably done about 3 differeng things, which involve doing chores at a stable (seriously, it was like a minefield, but with poo), and going to the cinema twice. I feel that it’s really been a waste of my holiday, but I’m sure things will begin to look up. However, as I look around me, all I see is mess and junk and a plate of crumbs and leftover fruit. Everything seems to be such a waste! I really want to find a way to give myself a bit of meaning- like when people are so popular on Youtube that it’s all they do, and people really love them for it. I wish I could have something like that… it’s not that I want to be famous, in a sense, it’s just that the feeling of being wanted by so many people for just being yourself and venting your thoughts is probably quite remarkable x)
Another reason why I’m not to happy about myself is because some people really have it all- confidence, talent and beauty. Some of these girls you see on Youtube singing are really amazing and really gorgeous too, which I really don’t think is fair. They get all that. What do I get? It’s irritating how there’s nothing I can do about any of this, too. Agh.
I also realised today that I haven’t listened to NeverShoutNever in about a month, and he is a little key to happiness so that might also be effecting my psychological health and well-being. Yeah, hearing that.. “If it’s not those cowboy boots in the Summer,” makes me feel a bit better. But still, more beauty and talent all mixed together in one person. Irritation! Okay, reading all this back sounds really stupid. I’m talking quite posh. Like, for me I am. But none of you know me, so don’t worry, actually.
So, from this post, you can probably gather that I babble about nothing too much, I get jealous easily, music is the key to happiness and that you are bored. Don’t I seem like an interesting person?
If you’ve actually read this, I’d love to talk to you. Thanks, that’s it for now, but I’m sure I’ll post again later. Maybe I’ll be a bit more interesting? This blogging thing is pretty addictive.
SuperThoughts! 